Bob

 I think that my ptsd and my trust and fear issues run so deep that it is also what had pushed me at times to be an abuser myself. Knowing what it did to me and havening to already deal with all that that is in it’s self, i have to live with knowing i have done it to others because i couldn’t stand the anxiety of waiting for them to do it to me, so i was verbally abusive when sober and became physically abusive when i was drunk, always in the back of my mind thinking to myself “I’ll bet your just like the rest of them, i’ll bet i can make you hit me.”, what kind of classification of sickness is that?