Life Update

It’s official, like so official I have official permission to FINALLY say something… Some of you know already cuz we suck at keeping secrets but, Ross and I have decided to leave Springfield forever. You see, when Ross’s grampa passed away back in July,  if you remember ross and I were looking for a house down south in Alton. That literally went south but it turns out (adult talk adult talk adult talk), so as we speak the house is being repaired and prepared for us and the pooperdoodles for us to move into forever. I can’t tell  you how excited I am to go somewhere fresh, and ross, just like about everyone else  I’ve met from Springfield, just can’t wait to get outta here. It’s a tiny town about 40 minutes outside another tiny town called Peru, its where the shopping and the doctors are. Total about 2 1/2 hours from springfield.

God kept his promise. We got not just a building, but a forever building. A commercial building. Big enough to host at least a spirit study if not a gathering. It has a garden. 2 kitchens (like omg!). It has a workshed for a studio. A garage for whatever we want. They are putting up a fence for the dogs right now. We could not be more grateful to be this blessed. I get to go fishing right up the street at the club where my hubby can lay on a blanket next to me and paint or write.

And God gave me another chance at life. I’ve still got one wound trying to heal and my A1C needs to come down but there is still no signs of the osteomyelitis returning so far, or the unidentified bacteria.  Starting fresh is exactly what we need. The last 5 years have been an indescribable hell that was particularly hard on me because I wasn’t legally allowed to talk about any of it, and it’s over, and its got a happy ending all around. It’s a little harder on Ross cuz he’s still and always has been active in the community and has a much longer list of people on his list he’s gonna miss… I say we have a duplex, it’s a longer list of guests <3

I don’t know what this means for No More Victims, in the long run. I know we have ideas, turning the front of our house into a podcast area,  follow bands and do resources again on the road, scratch it all and do arts and crafts together forever… we just don’t know, but for now we are going to keep building it like it matters. However we are packing and moving so the computer is going to down with no webwork done for some time. I’ll have my phone so I may or may not do the facebook page, just gotta say love wins either way for once. That’s pretty fuckin cool.

And I get to see my grandbabies again… No one will ever live with us again. I’m not missing another moment with my babies. Bubbie turned 10 today and I had no clue it was his birthday. I may have lost my daughter but I don’t have to loose them. God has been so gracious with second and third chances I’ve decided to give life a real go, ross too. Once we have the room to move around in a room, we are doing our physical therapy and will hopefully soon no longer move like the oldest couple you know. We don’t want to waist anymore time. These last 2 years have been close call after close call for me, I’m  living now. And it’s gonna be happy finally. I guess the bipolar love story has a happy ending afterall… Love Ya babe!