Back then I remember them convincing me I was gay after they finished what they did every day.
. We went to church, I sang in the choir, and was involved in every aspect of the youth group and Sunday school. I didn’t really KNOW God at the time. I just knew that I was being a good Methodist girl by going to church every week. I lost my virginity to a rape when I was 15.
It’s the perfect example of the circle of violence! I stayed for almost 4 years cus I felt bad for him and thought I could love him enough to change him! I had counseling from Sojourn Shelter and it taught me a lot.
I don’t talk much about this because I’m not proud of this….BUT…I’ve got a different perspective… I have lived that life…. I was in the Aryan Nations for 15 years. Before that I was in the white Aryan resistance. I worked my way up the ranks….
I been clean for 356 (11months21days). It’s still unbelievable to me. Where i was at a yer ago. Where im at now..My whole life i never thought it was even possible for a dude like me. The first 9 months or so I was amazed at how little I thought about or craved substance abuse.…
